It's been a while...

Geez, I haven't posted since November! Doesn't feel like its been that long. Last post I was so excited. We were pregnant! The numbers looked good. We saw a sac at 5 weeks 5 days. But then, it happened. Spotting! Are you kidding me? At 6weeks 3 days we go in for an ultrasound. Nothing. No sac, empty uterus! I was devistated! What happened? Everything was going great. My last beta was in the 3,000's. So we have been on a break. Unfortunately we just don't have the money to do a FET. Ive been in lurker mode for months. Im not sure how many of you ever read this but I felt it was time to get back to the blog world. So here I am still not a mom and still bitter. And as Mother's Day approaches it gets worse LOL! Im going to Hollywood tomorrow to rub those Fertility Statues. Hopefully it will bring me some luck!